aside from the pathetic niner performance on sunday, this weekend was the B-E-S-T best. look up the word fun and this weekend defines it. but it sucks. time flies when you want it to stand still and before you know it, all is said and done and it's over. a memory... a dream. and this morning, i woke up thinking that's what it was... a dream. but i didn't want to wake up.

life is known for its bumps in the road and relationships are the same way. lucky me, i was given the roughest route of all. most can only imagine what its like. it's the toughest thing i've ever had to do. it's difficult, it's demanding and it's depressing. distance and time are my greatest enemies. the months ahead stretch out like an eternity. interminable.

i'm sad and there's nothing i can do but keep chuggin. i hope i can keep busy enough next semester... i hope i can find the job that i pray for... i hope somehow things get easier... i hope what everyone says about us is true... and lastly, i hope this depressing blog of mine didn't depress you.