i don't like my job. i said that when i first started and i thought it would wear away over time, but it hasn't. instead, i just find myself simply trying to get through the day, wondering if and when it may get better. i wish i took any other job but this one.

its so hard to work for a company where no process exists; where nobody really had my role and therefore, nobody can tell me what i'm supposed to be doing and nobody thinks my role should exist; where i hear nothing but complaints from everyone about the company, their coworkers, their bosses, the office, blah blah blah blah blah. i simply sit in silence, soaking in what i'm supposed to be "learning" but in reality, i've just learned that nothing about this place is good.

maybe i'm just having "one of those days" or weeks. its been four weeks, actually. *sigh*