here i am, bored at work (as usual). now, what to blog about? it seems the end of the year is approaching faster than i care to acknowledge. my calculations show that there's just about a month until graduation day and as always, an endless list of things (like posting pictures) to take care of before then. now, how do i feel about that? scared shitless.

what am i to do with myself? my job search has been pretty stagnant for a couple weeks now (pcn took over my life) so nothing to show on that front. my new york job offer is still on the table and my boss wanted to know by tomorrow. hopefully, he'll forget to ask me and i'll buy myself one more week. i haven't talked to my parents about it and i haven't really thought about it because i really don't want to.

deciding my future makes my head spin -- the pluses and minuses to both sides feeds my already-insane indecision. now i'm forced to finally sit and think about where i want to be a few months from now. my heart and home is in cali, but i sure do love new york... sometimes. damn this sucks.