thanks to everyone who welcomed me back at sfo last night. that was nice to see everyone and to realize nothing has changed among us the past 5 years. actually, i feel like nothing's changed at all... nothing but me, of course.

just as hard as it was to leave new york, its almost harder to be back here indefinitely. my mom made the comment today that she was surprised i came back and asked me why. WHY, everyone keeps asking me. and i have no freaking idea.

i'm trying to avoid saying that i regret my decision, but so many times i find that i do. i left so much behind that i just started, and now i have to make something for myself to look forward to. its so hard. ugh.

ok, totally different topic. pictures of my going away party, my tattoo and my volleyball team are online. login: counterspike2k4@yahoo.com, pword: sideswipe

enjoy.